I spent one night in Vancouver last night but otherwise, it's been all awkward sleeps and crazy dreams. I'm not really here, it seems. Nothing is happening to bring me back to earth.
The last week has taken me from this:
I'm learning so much right now.
I miss my old friends.
I even miss my new friends...
I'm getting to know people, being open and laughing about our thoughts, our misfortunes,
and our futures. Talking about how thankful we are for people like us...
helpful, giving, gracious, funny, smart...
For the first time in quite some time,
I'm looking forward to the summer,
this new chapter.
All the disillusionment is gone.
I can, for once, answer Why. Where. Who...
So I will try my best to keep all the thoughts straight.
I will try my best to keep my head above water,
to keep everyone content (so hard sometimes!)
to keep phones ringing with good news,
to involve myself.
I will not take anything for granted-
especially spending time with amazing
and way too special people.