Thursday, March 26, 2009
I don't know what my deal is this week. I've been seriously lacking the motivation to blog. The city is breathing on my shoulders. My mind is currently cluttered with a bajillion things that must be done over the next few weeks. All of which, by now I'm very familiar with but still produce a certain amount of anxiety up until the moment that I'm right in the thick of it again. I'm rushing with the hours of each day, trying to accomplish things that are mostly out of my control.
I'm almost three weeks into my complete ban of candy and chocolate. I'm not gonna lie, it's still hell on earth (especially this week since my hormones are making my willpower work overtime)...but I also still haven't cheated. It's quite miraculous really, especially considering it's mini egg season. And I'm stressed.
I've been fantasizing about braids, and daisies, little dresses, neon, sunnies and pedi exposing shoes. I love this time of year. Dusk, fireflies, tickling blades of grass, the smell of deep, true earth. Except that in a few days I'll be in Winnipeg, where it's currently -4 degrees and lightly snowing. I'm going back to Winter. I suppose I'll have to settle for coming home to Spring.