Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Hermit Mode

I'm not sure if it's on account of daylight savings or what, but I have felt completely exhausted and unmotivated this week. It's all that I can do to get through the work day being productive and I have had absolutely no desire whatsoever to be social in the evenings like, at all. Apparently, I'm in hermit mode. It's not even the autumn blues. I don't feel sad or depressed. I'm not down in the dumps or emo- I've just been needing some time by myself. My evenings have featured bubble baths, mugs of hot tea, duvets, pajama pants, popcorn for dinner, season one and two of Grey's Anatomy-every episode of which makes me cry pretty much uncontrollably at one point or another. I just lay there and let the tears stream down my cheeks. I really love that show, especially the older episodes. Season two is my favourite. I just adore every character. I haven't even been able to write a decent entry to post here for days. It hasn't been for lack of ideas or writer's block- I just don't feel inspired. Now, it's time for me to get back my Grey's dvd collection.


Ashley said...

I love that scene. My heart just aches for poor Meredith.

Amy said...

I LOVE this show! And I loved Denny so much! I was so excited to see him last night. In a cry my eyes out kind of way.

BruiseViolet said...

Ha! My goodness, I think we are following a similar path this month.
Hanging around, not doing much but relaxing in my comfies is what I love most these days. I am a total hermit it seems. I'm glad there are more of us b/c I was getting a little concerned about myself for a moment;)

Grey's is my fave and I too seem to bawl during every show. Somehow I get entangled in the moment of each character's life, and love and pain and then soundtrack runs me over the edge of 'teardom', hehe

Thanks for sharing!